Crew Member Reveals Depression Following Wave of Online Abuse Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the experience, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.
She characterized the press attention and digital reaction as an unprecedented psychological assault.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and conducted tests during the flight, said every professional achievement – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was buried under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning championing the cause of sexual assault survivors.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was deferred after an attack during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the followers whose kindness pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She noted that despite the negativity, important benefits had come out of the mission, such as increased focus on her scientific work and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the edge of space.
The diverse crew also comprised accomplished professionals from different industries.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.
